sorry for all the heavy topics today..here comes another one...
yeah, so i'm fasting today. and kyle and i were talking about it, and it's amazing just how much discipline it takes. i mean, normally, when you feel just a little tinge of hunger, you find something to eat, and its no big deal. there have been so many times today where my stomach rumbles and i reach for some pop tarts, and then remember.
america is so spoiled and we don't even know it. americans dont have to turn to god because they can rely on themselves and their technology...american christians dont know how to fully rely on god because we live so comfortably in this country where everything is handed to us the minute we need it. and then a couple of planes fly into the temples of our idolized country and we stop..and think..and realize. ...and once the shock of it all dies down, we can relax, and forget once again...and return to our refrigerators, our computers, our cars, ourselves...

so today is probably the first day i've fully understood fasting as a whole.
anyone want to go to la bamba's at 4am?