i want to rip my heart out of my chest cavity and put it in a doggy bag and hand it to God.
if only it were that easy.

we went to practice with ben - the guy who plays drums - tonight for our show on thursday. we drove 45 minutes there, waited for 45 minutes, and drove 45 minutes home. he didnt show up. we came back to an email that said "i hope you werent planning on coming out tonight." oh well. hopefully we can get another practice in, cuz we really need it. but yeah, su and i are opening for starflyer 59 on thursday night at IWU. that's pretty exciting. i cant say im a big starflyer fan, but su grew up listening to them, and the bass player is the owner of the record label that put out the comp nate is on. so, it's pretty cool we're getting the chance. come on out if you live in indiana. feb 20th. 8:30.

furthermore, indiana does an absolutely terrible job at keeping the roads clear. and this weather is horrible.