its 11:30 and i have to work tomorrow morning at 5:30. it is way past my bedtime. im getting crazy. or maybe just desperate for something a little more exciting than a 9:30 bedtime.
i skipped out on geography once again tonight and instead went to the sullivan's house for a goodbye party for their foreign exchange student, rose. i had a mostly good time. it is sad how out-of-place i have been feeling as of late, though. i just dont know anyone anymore, they have moved on without me and i have moved on without them. this causes me to feel really out of place, which makes me go into my uncomfortable not talking mode, which makes everyone think that i am a cocky jerk who went off to college and considers himself too good for everyone now. i must remind myself that i am probably a little more intimidating than i realize, simply by being older and the college-type (not to mention being incredibly good looking) and therefore must make a conscious effort to go out of my way and talk to people, no matter how uncomfortable.
anyway, nate was there which helped my uncomfort, and we played a couple good rounds of bocce which was enjoyable. bocce makes me feel like an old italian man, and i enjoy the feeling.
on a different note, ester drang makes me jealous.