its hard to believe 2 years are almost over. even harder to believe i'll be saying goodbye to some good friends and chances are i'll lose touch with them or the touch we do keep will be extremely vague, superficial, and awkward.
they seriously need to consider revamping this whole college thing. classes and the large work load, i mean, i guess they're the point of college, but nobody likes college because of the classes. i dont know. i wish there was just a way to live with your friends for four years without constantly wishing it away and neglecting to take advantage of the precious time together. i just feel like im missing something. like im not making the most of it or something, mostly because i just want to graduate. and i hate that. i dont know. like, we could all be learning a lot more from each other if we werent stuck in our bedrooms studying or working or doing whatever and if we werent wishing this time away because we're stressed out because of those things. i dont know. whatever. im an idiot. goodbye.